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Jodi’s Testimony
I grew up with what you would call a dysfunctional family. My mother
being a church going woman and my father was a drinker as well as one
who liked to run around town with who ever would have him. This caused
my mom to become extremely stressed out and eventually ending up having
a nervous breakdown. My father lost both his parents very young and my
mom grow up in a very large family so both my parents were lacking
communication skills which made it hard on all of us kids to
communicate. My parents always seem to be mad at us or each other and
that effected on how us kids were raised. Dad worked at Oldsmobile and
mom worked off and on but her main concern was keeping the family
together the best way she knew how. Dad had tried his best to show us
love but didn’t really know how and mom was so busy with all of us kids
as well as trying to work we ended up being raised by my oldest sister
Merry. So needless to say when she moved out of the house I felt
abandoned.
When I was thirteen I started experimenting with drug and beer. Because
mom stopped going to church to try and save her marriage us kids went
wild. They divorced about a year or so later and us kid were basically
on our own. My three older sisters all got pregnant and I really felt
alone then so I started running away from home and hanging out with
bikers. I was smoking cigarettes and doing drugs on regular bases. I
thought people always looked like they were having fun when they were
parting so I started trying to fill that void that only God could fill.
Well one thing led to another and I found myself hitchhiking to Florida.
At the age of seventeen alone again I hooked up with this guy from
Mexico got pregnant then married him thinking I was in love. After a
couple of years of him using me as a punching bag I left him and tried
to go back home. That didn’t work out so I bummed around for awhile and
got right back in with the bikers where I got introduced to cocaine and
crystal meth. While all this was going on I lost my son and bad got
worse I got all strung out and ended up back down in Florida again this
time I was taught how to smoke crack. Well it wasn’t long when I lost
everything and I was living in a tent in the palmettos. Well I was
working enough to support my habit when I met this guy who told me I
could move in with him so I did. Shortly after moving in with him I
found out I had cancer with only six months to a year to live. That was
in1988, so my mom and sister Merry came down to Florida and got me then
took me to Missouri were I underwent chemotherapy. When I came thro that
(only buy the grace of God), mom and I couldn’t get along so I moved
back to Michigan to live with my sister Merry. While living with Merry I
went right back out and started parting with my old friends again trying
to fill that void that only God could fill. You see if you want to stop
playing you have to change your playground.
Finally at the age of thirty-nine I found myself strung out so bad I
lost everything and everybody that I ever cared about or that ever cared
about me. And if that wasn’t bad enough this time I screwed up so bad I
was facing some hard time in prison for some crimes I had committed
while getting high. That’s when I learned about Teen Challenge. Not only
was it a year long program that would help show me how to get clean and
stay clean, but it was Christian based and that’s what I needed. When I
went to court the judge sentenced me there with the understanding that
if I left I would serve the full term of my sentence. Well it was the
hardest thing I ever did in my life but it was the best thing I could
have done for myself. As soon as I realized I had sinned against the
creator of the universe it finally sunk in. All I had to do is confess
my sins and turn from my evil ways and God forgave me. But let me tell
you change did not come easy. I was so use to doing things my way its
taken years to try and get it right. I thank God He’s a patient God
because man would have given up on me years ago. I’m still under
construction but I’ll never quit quitting (to God be the glory). God has
to work on me day and night but that’s okay because I’m a new creation
the old is gone and all those sins are cast in to the sea of
forgetfulness never to be remembered again. So if you or someone you
know is struggling with addiction contact Teen Challenge it’s not for
teens it’s for adults. There are five locations in Michigan alone and
it’s a nation wide organization that focuses on your main problem “sin”.
You’re the one who has to want a serious change in your life and what it
takes is commitment and total surrender to the Lord Jesus Christ. So
make the call and start living free today. If God can change me He can
change anyone.
To God Be The Glory
Jody Holtz
Interview with Jodi:
1. What do you think is the greatest challenge
young people face in society today?
Pure pressure
2. What do you think is the greatest
accomplishment you faced in teen challenge and how did you overcome it?
Submitting to authority was the hardest thing I ever had to do but with
Gods grace I came through.
3. What is your favorite bible scripture and
how has it influenced your life?
Jeremiah 29:11 & Proverbs3:5&6 God knows the plans He has for us so if
we trust in Him with all our heart He will direct our path.
4. What do you hope to encourage young people
with today based upon your experiences at Teen Challenge?
Never give up. Life is to short so enjoy every second of it.Don't make
the same mistakes I did it is'nt worth it.
5. How do you feel teen challenge influenced
your life as a young teenager?
When I was about 10 my mom took me to see David Wilkerson and he was
permoting the book "The Cross And The Swichblade".He talked about this
young man named Nicki Cruse and how he was in a New York gang ,well
Nicki tried to kill David and by the time it was over Nicki had given
his heart to God and thats how Teen Challenge got started.Never in my
wildest dream did I think I'd end up there 30 years later.
6. What was the greatest thing you learned in
Teen Challenge?
I learned that God was the creator of the univerce and I was a sinner
headed straght to hell if I did'nt change my ways.
7. What do you hope to portray in your family
today based upon what you have learned in Teen Challenge?
I want them to see Jesus in me.
8. How do you feel you can be an inspiration to other young people
dealing with the problems you h ave experienced in society?
With the words of my testamony I've been there I know how it is out
there
9. Who is your greatest Christian mentor and
how have they influenced you in your walk with the Lord?
Joyce Meyers because she's been there and God brought her out of
darkness into His wonderful light.
10. How do you feel the Lord helped you in Teen
Challenge?
It was the hardest thing I ever did but God showed me life's to short
and there's hurting people out there how needs to know the truth.
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